Monday, October 23, 2006
its important to know when something has reached its end.
closing circles, shutting doors, finishing chapters, it doesnt matter what we call it;
what matters is to leave in the past those moments in life that are over
of what had seemed to be an endless inferno were now beginning to show their true meaning(:
telling stories to empty our past and filling those spaces with new beginnings makes us feel lighter but not any happier
inspiration from zahir
now i know what it means to feel worldly after reading a book
listening to pples stories and words in their lyrics
it somehow makes you feel youre not facing the world alone
how someone who seems so different from you can be so alike
bringing those thoughts to a differnt meaning
adds on to your beliefs
and opens up your inner self to things you never wanted to face
makes you realise the courage in you
its another a reflection of myselff in words
they actually undestand me better than i do (:
books aside i shall talk about happy things!
things couldnt have been better since my bdae! hahaha bdae was so exciting!
screamt ill i no voice already (:
i wrote about it in my diary (:
was lazy to on the com but big thanks to those who remembered!
really really touched :D
cliche cliche but words cant express the bliss i felt! hahah
i love my friends :D
i can never remember a persons bdae so i admire those who can
hahah but THANKS again for those who made it special(:
went sentosa yesterday super fun!
hahah wanted to take cable car but we had no money
so we decided to walk from harbour front
BUT we ended up getting lost at some cruise place
hahah so we decided to take the bus there in the end
there was a long long queue of people
we did lots of stupid things
like eating on the tower and i saw a couple frenching by accident :S oops
hahah sihui has nice biscuits!
jul is obsessed with her laogong -_______-
peggy is crazy over her butter hahaha
called ms ewe to threaten her
went to play sand
been so long since i play with sand alr!
hahaha built some cube thingy :D
very pretty (: then we played with the ball that i took great pains to blow up
and the bally kept falling into the sea
the grp of indian man must have thought we were crazy
hahaha malu cause they always help us pick :S
heh then it started to rain!
wind was super big, so we all went koufu to eat (:
shared fish and chips with sihui
the aunty talk to us heh we look friendly!
bought my colopufrul necklace with them and we wore them togt
hahah okay im listing everything out doesnt sound interesting anymore
cause i very tired to type hahaha
we cycled the double bicycle! hahaha
so exciting!
first time in my whole life
kept screaming cause peggy keeps giving me heart attacks
suddenly go very fast then always almost end up banging into people
jul and sihui banged into a lil boy then jul's tramuatised haha poor sihui
then we got tired so we stopped at some ulu part of the beach and sat down on the floor to eat(:
tried to suntan lah but no sun!
how disappointing hahaha
took pictures with monkey or baboon hah whatever its called
the uncle very nice heh he specially waited for us cause jul was plastering her leg
the monkey high five with me!
hahah damn cute :D :D
then we returned our bikes
decided to play the sky ride thingy and the luge ride
WAHAHAHA we screamed all the way up!
peggy's the worse lah have to cover my ears high pitch voice somemore lah
at the luge ride, jul banged into the bush -_______-
shes pro (:
hahahah. by that end of the rides we were exhausted
was really happy that day, very long never feng and play so much since dont know when :D
we made our way to harbour front
decided to walk back from sentosa cause too many pple on the bus
peggy and jul started to analyse the sea water while sihui and i ran away from them
we hide behind the bush hahahha
reached vivo city!
remind me of esplanade, same kind of feeling
went candy empire :D
so many pple there, then peggy daddy come alr
so theyy left me to take mrt myself ):
booohooo
hahahah so i slept on the bus home (:
the end! i wont forget that day (:
sorry for the short account, im not good at summarising
summary fail :S
back to my bdae, oops i feel so random
hahahaha i wanna thank szuan here!
thanks for keeping to ur promise to countdown with me along with xiquan and sijia :D
you guys brightened up my first new day in the year (:
those spastic moments we shared , ill never forget
and for the lil forest and hut !
you made my dream come true :D
it really meant alot (:
and the white guitar oh man i wanted to scream but i couldnt!
my daniel is a bit small but tis okay i like it cute this way! hahah
thnk you thnkyou
thanks to everyone who bothered making my day special and memorable
even those spastic messages made me smile too :D
my juniors and the book was really touching too
from the worst day of my life to the happiest day of my new yr ahead!
cant tahnk everyone here theres too many (:
forget all those broken promises
forget all those heartaches
forget all those tears
forget all those betrayals
forget all those misunderstandings
forget all those unhappiness
forget all those cowardice
cause its a new start (:
at least for me hehheh
i know i can and i will
made a promise to myself :
live each present like a new beginning (:
dont do a disservice to yourself by binding yourself in the past
lifes too short to mourn for what has left
find that happiness!
hahaha and my bdae wish's the same everyyear:
for everyone be happy
ONE day my dreams will come true! as long as i believe :D
for now i shall mug hard for the chinese o levels
and read more books cause
one day i will be able to write like gloria!
hahahaah i need a good command of english as sihui said in order to study psychology
hmm i shall work hard for it then!
im not goonna let myself down again!
ADD OIL MIC :D
MUG MIC
;; right from the beginning
